super long no post liao
the blog is llike so dead . haas
nw like super nt interested in blog stuff la /
today went out wif F8? or it is called hua chi zu ?
LOL . theres me,eileen.abigail,kahying,leonard,wanling,boonkit and nickson .
meet at 10.15 at bus stop . then ... everyone was late .
after tt abt 10.25 then we took bus to ehub
halfway thru , leonard come nn meet us /
heng sia . she ben lai cannot go out de la
then she tou tou go out . baddie la u xD
after tt reached ehub n was abit late for kbox . hahas ./
we went in there nn sing sing sing
everyone had plan and that is to snatch mike from
nickson and not let him to sing . budden i tink the plan fail la .
hahas . he sing all those suoer old de song
then its all . we all ddunno except for him and some abi noe .
zhai la . so long de song still noe how sing . pei fu .
me n wanling went out n meet boonkit
then went to downtown east to collect the cake
which was meant to b a surprise for them
cuz we early celeb leonard n nickson de bd .
we reach the shop then jiu see the cake
hahas ! leonard's name was big and nickson's was small
see . bu tong ren you bu tong de dai yu xD
then went back to ehub nn asked the person to help us keep
the cake.
ben lai we wanted him to say
"we have promotion and would like tou to try on our dessert"
then hor , obviously we all would noe nickson's reaction
but, we failed the plan ><"
the person there dunno hw to serve the cake
i mean like . he dunno whether we want to light the cake
serve in in a box or take out la . then in the end
no choice . me n eileen n wanling go out help him
then we jiu go into the room and sing birthday song for them
i guess they were not surprise bah ? haahs .
then i video the whole process .
nickson was damn funny
he down there " wo bu yao jie shou fang wen !" LOL !
funny larhh . then we ate the cake
nn fenxiang the cake with the person who served the cake
eileen said that he was damn cute . LOL !
he actuallu nt bad la .
he still offer to give us tissues nn help us to serve
then we still give extra tips for them / . hahas
basically , the kbox thingy was quite fun la .
then we went to watch gforce
omg ~ the hamster damn cute la !
i like the darwin the most . i tink all the hamsters so cool la
they noe how to drive car
summore they are as clever as human .
the show also not bad la .
we went to watch show as well as to look out for hunks . LOL !
infront of us got a group of guys then
we were like discussing who the most shuai
kahying shuang la ! the person infront her nt bad sia
budden he gt gf liao .
kahying n abi even saw then kiss and do qingmi ju dong .
LOL ! they go observe them . HAHAS !
after watching show leonard n eileen jiu go home
then the rest plus me go hougang mall there sit down
everyone look so sian by then . hahas .
after tt , went to meet mum have dinner jiu go home le
hope leonard and nickson will like watever we plan for them

ps: dont worry , your presents will come soon ! :D

arghh !
at home goonnna bored to death ! ><"
siannnnnnn D;,
i wann talk to one person aso hard .
haix . talk to carebear asi wun reply de .
sian . ><"

these few days flooded with test at school
haix. stresss ~ hehes .
lessons weere as usual . borrinng ~ .
today nearly fall asleep during chinese lesosn
i totally have no idea what is xuan lao shi crapping during lesson
hahas . then ms joseph didnt came today
so has 2 free period ! .
and its like surprisingly i read books for the 2 period
hahas. actually is forced to read de la .
after lessons , jiu went home with eileen they all .


seriously , i am willing to sacrifice anything as long as he's happy and free
from sufferings .

haix . today de lesson is super boring
morning , woke up and realised that its meaningless to go to sch now
its like have no mroe source of motivation to go anymore
because , i juz hate it .
its like wtf . everything juz suckk la .
then had maths lesson first
teacher ask us to do so many things .
then i didnt bring calculator nn was damn fed up
summore the qns is like so many la .
then i do until keep complaining nn so damn hot
while doing , the class was super noisy .
feel like smashing the table and ask everyone shut their bloody mouth up
hahas . but ofc i didnt do it (:
i hate it when i do math people disturb . grr . damnn .
then jiu english . yawned alot times xD .
recess . hahs found out smth .
erm . its the people from my clique noe nia .
hahas . shant say .

im getting to hate you .
although i wish that i wont .

a story that u saw online , touchiing :D



在一个非常宁静而美丽的小城，有一对非常恩爱的恋人，他们每天都去海边看日出，晚上去海边送夕阳，每个见过他们的人都向他们投来羡慕的目光。
　　可是有一天，在一场车祸中，女孩不幸受了重伤，她静静地躺在医院的病床上，几天几夜都没有醒过来。白天，男孩就守在床前不停地呼唤毫无知觉的恋人；晚上，他就跑到小城的教堂里向上帝祷告，他已经哭干了眼泪。
　　一个月过去了，女孩仍然昏睡着，而男孩早已憔悴不堪了，但他仍苦苦地支撑着。终于有一天，上帝被这个痴情的男孩感动了。于是他决定给这个执着的男孩一个例外。上帝问他：“你愿意用自己的生命作为交换吗？”男孩毫不犹豫地回答：“我愿意！”上帝说：“那好吧，我可以让你的恋人很快醒过来，但你要答应化作三年的蜻蜓，你愿意吗？”男孩听了，还是坚定地回答道：“我愿意！”
　　天亮了，男孩已经变成了一只漂亮的蜻蜓，他告别了上帝便匆匆地飞到了医院。女孩真的醒了，而且她还在跟身旁的一位医生交谈着什么，可惜他听不到。
　　几天后，女孩便康复出院了，但是她并不快乐。她四处打听着男孩的下落，但没有人知道男孩究竟去了哪里。女孩整天不停地寻找着，然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩却无时无刻不围绕在她身边，只是他不会呼喊，不会拥抱，他只能默默地承受着她的视而不见。夏天过去了，秋天的凉风吹落了树叶，蜻蜓不得不离开这里。于是他最后一次飞落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀抚摸她的脸，用细小的嘴来亲吻她的额头，然而他弱小的身体还是不足以被她发现。
　　转眼间，春天来了，蜻蜓迫不及待地飞回来寻找自己的恋人。然而，她那熟悉的身影旁站着一个高大而英俊的男人，那一刹那，蜻蜓几乎快从半空中坠落下来。人们讲起车祸后女孩病得多么的严重，描述着那名男医生有多么的善良、可爱，还描述着他们的爱情有多么的理所当然，当然也描述了女孩已经快乐如从前。
　　蜻蜓伤心极了，在接下来的几天中，他常常会看到那个男人带着自己的恋人在海边看日出，晚上又在海边看日落，而他自己除了偶尔能停落在她的肩上以外，什么也做不了。
　　这一年的夏天特别长，蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飞着，他已经没有勇气接近自己昔日的恋人。她和那男人之间的喃喃细语，他和她快乐的笑声，都令他窒息。
　　第三年的夏天，蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的恋人了。她的肩被男医生轻拥着，脸被男医生轻轻地吻着，根本没有时间去留意一只伤心的蜻蜓，更没有心情去怀念过去。
　　上帝约定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最后一天，蜻蜓昔日的恋人跟那个男医生举行了婚礼。
　　蜻蜓悄悄地飞进教堂，落在上帝的肩膀上，他听到下面的恋人对上帝发誓说：我愿意！他看着那个男医生把戒指戴到昔日恋人的手上，然后看着他们甜蜜地亲吻着。蜻蜓流下了伤心的泪水。
　　上帝叹息着：“你后悔了吗？”蜻蜓擦干了眼泪：“没有！”上帝又带着一丝愉悦说：“那么，明天你就可以变回你自己了。”蜻蜓摇了摇头：“就让我做一辈子蜻蜓吧……”
　　有些缘分是注定要失去的，有些缘分是永远不会有好结果的。爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有一个人就一定要好好去爱他。你的肩上有蜻蜓吗？

i realised im that stupid after all
after school reopen , everything between u and me changed
what i thought u were , were all wrong .
its all my fault ><"
perhaps , i shouldn't think so much ..

hahas . todayy sch reopen
then basically the whole day my clique were discussing the topic AA
and we were like being AA , cause we dun wan others say that we're___
yeah , then in the morning had ipw
the class was super quiet . only us
wah we damn loud can . laughing all the way
and discussing about hunks . LOL xD
and were talking alot things that is damn funny
i told them that my mum said tha presbyterian high = vegetarian high
LOL . i now think aso v funny
then i watch one show abt singing de
gt one person suppose to sing " i dun wanna noe how u broke my heart"
then she go extra sing how you 3 times becum
"i dun wanna noe how u how u how u broke my heart"
then the ping shen say
" ah shen , u wan go buy hao you issit ( oyster sauce"
then i laughed like hell can . stupid sia . LOL
then we decided to call ourself hua chi grp cuz we were like soo hua chi
then my name is hua mao
abi is ah hua
eileen is da hua
boonkit is xiao hua
kahying is HUACHI ! LOL xD
damn funny la . LOL
then during math period de shi hou i tink
i went to toilet and tie my hair until damn high
LOL . AA ma . HAHAS . then i skiped around while walking back
hahas . then eileen was laughing like hell
nn i noe kahying nn abi jealous my hair cn tie so high LOL
hahahs . after that recess . dun have much AA . hehes
then jiu chi . siannn .
el read newspaper then the class so damn quiet ,.
then i dropped my bottle . loud !
after that i droopped my ruler i tink
then i dropped alot of things thats call AA . hahas
then jiu history nn sci . basically borrring .
sci de shi hou eileen told me that kahying nn abi de things almost same
dunno hw differentiate between them then
i jiu call abi nn say
" haix wo dui ni tao shi wang le , ni qu hao hao fan xing ba"
then i told kahying
"haix. wherre is ur sense or originality ?? go whre liao ?!"
hahas . then they realised that im saying that their things like e same
all same , specs , pencil box , bottle , the way they put sci file , bag . omg...
bell ring de shi hou me nn abi fighting nn screaming like hell
thn we both AA . LOL . then i screammed loud when she hit me
hahas . today damn fun la .
leonard say im like so high today . LOL . hahas .
funnnnn day . (: